There are a lot of things piling up in my mind, it’s like a never ending images of catastrophe.

I need to have a diversion in order for me to keep my sanity and composure.
Im really bad at writing things nowadays, especially when it comes to compiling My thoughts.

Nevertheless, this is just one of those emotional instability that you need to meditate or drink your ass off until you get drunk and pass out.

I, myself could never fathom out why I’m feeling this. (it’s the weather).
Im utterly convinced and confused.
Being alone was never part of my suffering but fear itself has.